urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:paper_tigers goddess of solitude goddess of solitude 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:paper_tigers:110376 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z Why am I not as good as she is? Why don't I deserve love? Why don't I deserve happiness? Why is this life so god damned unfair? So because I didn't get enough love in my childhood and I was made to feel inferior and inadequate everyday of my life, I now am inferior and inadequate and nobody will ever love me? Jesus Christ, that's not fair.